Ladies and gentelmen,I have nothing to say so I'll just shut up

  Why are you even here,living and being conscious about your existence? You are here just as long as I can be here,writing this...and then,suddenly,it could be all over. 'I only take up a place in the world which may be better filled when I have made it empty.’ You have to make yourself matter to someone or to find a place where you belong and where you can express yourself freely. Your existence depends on your impact on others. You live in others.
  So,you can just think now for a second. For making yourself matter,you have to prove that your rational thinking,your mentality,the thing that defines you really matters to someone. People need you to be there. No matter what. They need you to be as mad as you can. They need you to talk crap,to act,to dance or to prove things you don't even believe in. They need what they see in you:your potential. They don't need the real you that sleeps deep inside. So get up and give them bastards what they really need! Give yourself as a gift to the world. It is mad,I know, but in a mad world you are needed. They need you to  be in line,always ready and prepared. They need your madness and your weaknesses to turn you into a reflection of themselves.
  So one question rises into my mind: why should they care about you? Well,hell yeah,they don't. That's so sad but true. We all,even if we don't want to admit it,we are selfish and rational creatures. And that also means that we have our own goals or interests and we have to fight everyday to reach them. That's the struggle that everyone's aware of. Nobody cares. Nobody cares if you have financial problems,if your parents are split up or if you have some certain health issues. So turn your back to the world when it turns her back to you. Be as mad as you like. Speak as much non-sense as you wish and try to conquer with yourself everyday. Make your actions matter to you and then try to make them good for somebody else. 
I may even sound crazy but this is just what I can think for now. You can wish for anything. As long as you don't belong anywhere and you better burn out than fade away,then this mad world is yours.
  And now,if you believe that my words made any sense to you,that's just fine.Although I didn't say anything new for tonight,thank you for the precious attention!