Dear God,

Please,forgive me and my mistakes.

I know that now I can’t just go back and start over

I have to continue what I have started.

Otherwise,I’ll stop for forever.

No,I do not think that picking between rose and stone is the hard part

I guess that letting the rose break and the stone crack is much worse.

If you want just one. But go on living with just one. Stone will be your soul.

You can’t have the rose back.

You can only watch it fall in anybody’s dusty hands.

You still have its smell that refrains your spirit from time to time

It feels just like flashes of moments trapped in time

Everything from the past gets trapped in time.

Petals and red got trapped in time,this is how it’s supposed to be.

A part of me gets trapped in time.

I run away from it,I run away from me.

I can hear the stone cracking too. I can’t stop.

It is just under my feet. I can step on it. I don’t have any feelings. Stone is my soul.

I just became one. I don’t need it anymore.

The rose starts to blossom inside but now I can only breathe.

But then remember to hold my breath for a moment

And then it hits me like rain:in the humming of the world I can still hear the rose breaking.

I can’t stop to listen to it,I must wander around forever.

This shall be my punishment and salvation.